Goodbye

You were the only one there…

The only thing to take away the pain.

You numbed me…

You made me not have to feel the hurt each day.

But, you numbed me… 

The only thing that could help me,

cope? 

My mind, my life, my family and friends…

You took more than my hurt. 

You took all of me and more. 

Now I sit and think of all that I missed…

You were wasted time.  

You are gone. 

My life is back, reclaimed….

You will no longer control me.

I, not you, am the soul captain. 

This is my LAST goodbye…